Love Story.... Best friends Turn into Lovers....

When i was still young girl i had a best-friend.We were friends since we realized that life and so, as we grow as fine teenager, I felt something for him which i couldn't explain myself. I don't know what to do I am just happy when he keeps on smiling at me, when he talks about his life and mine, and when he tease me every time im on my deepest sentimental moments. Until I realize that I'm already in love with my own best friend. It was Oct. 30 when he asked me if he can court me, I was so shocked and couldn't breathe, but in the very moment I said yes.He keep on dating me since then, feb. 18, after he said i love you in the front of the church i replied i love you to, he was unconscious all of a sudden and asked me to repeat what I said earlier, and I did.

One evening, while we were walking at the park he asked me, how much do i love him, I replied and said "with all my life" he was bit stopped, so I asked him "why, don't you feel the same?" he didn't replied and I was so angry, thinking that he doesn't feel the same, I left him alone in the park and went home.

The next day he sent me three roses on of it is fake, but I was so disgusted because he didn't give me it personally but anyway I kept the rose.Everyday he sends me the same gift day by day.My cabinet and boxes at home is nearly full, but then I was really angry at him for not showing off.

One morning, it was still dark and raining, I was preparing my brother's lunch while on duty until his father knock to our house and gave me a bouquet of roses and still one of them was fake, his father left me right after he handed me the gift, I was tilt for about an hour until i finally decided to go right at his home, while I was approaching his house I saw all the lights open, when I arrived there I saw his family lying in the sofa crying, they approached me and said that he is already gone. I run down the street going home, I slapped the bouquet in the wall and a petal from the fake rose fell together with a little note, I went up to my room and looked for a note in all the fake rose, and I was wrong, all of it has a note saying..."I will love you till the last one fade..."

(A cute story...)

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Valentine's Day!

Love… chocolates… flowers… oh yes!! This is it. Everybody is waiting for this… couples, partners, and teenagers. It is now love month and the most important event this month is the Valentine’s Day. The spirit of love is truly in the air. But wait, what is Valentine’s Day?... For me, it is the day where we show and share love to our love one’s and even to our enemies. We show it through many ways like dating, giving gifts, flowers, and chocolates, and saying “I Love You”.

February 14, 2010… I was still sleeping that morning when my phone suddenly rang. It made me feel irritated. When I got my phone and read it, I noticed that it all contains same message, it said “Happy Valentine’s Day!!!”. And then I realized that it was already Valentine’s Day. While eating my breakfast, I saw my father giving something to my mother. I was very curious so I asked my mother if what was that, then she said “It is chocolates”.

After eating my breakfast, I took a bath, and then after that, I went outside to observe fresh air. While doing that, a lot of things came to my mind. I imagined my friends dating with their boyfriends. I was also thinking other people who are alone, how can they celebrate this special event without their family and friends. The street children, it is important for them to feel that they are loved, but how if they have no family? By thinking this, I concluded that “Life is unfair”. Everyone has a right to feel that they are loved, but looking at the present time, this saying is not working, and the present time shows that “Being loved is a privilege”. I felt sad but still, I feel happy because I am not one of those street children. Although I have no partner this time, I have still my family who always there for me, and who really love and cares for me.

PAROKYA NI EDGAR!!!

Last February 21, 2010, Parokya ni Edgar, a famous band, had a concert in Rogationist College. It had became a demand in our campus every survey performed by the SBO and PTA to have that band to play in our campus. This concert was also a fund raising activity of the SBO and PTA. It was very happy, entertaining and enjoyable.

The concert brought happiness to us because finally the most requested band, Parokya ni Edgar, had concert in our campus. Several batches had graduated from this institution, and yet the most requested was Parokya ni Edgar. Also, seeing again your batch mates, other alumnus, your friends with the current batch and the teachers and staff that been with you for the four years of your high school life. With this simple gathering, it brought a happiness to the next level, super happiness. ^_^

The concert was entertaining because the vocalists of the band, Chito and Vinci, made the whole crowd dance and laugh to the highest level. The most happiest part was when the vocalists sang Macho!, a single from their new album. As the vocalists are singing, they were also dancing. The band gave away extra songs for the concert to be more entertaining. Some of the songs that made the audience entertain were Picha Pie, This Guy's In Love with You pare, and Mr. Suave.

The concert was enjoyable because as you are entertained by the band, you were with your high school friends dancing like that there's no tomorrow. Reminiscing the high school disco called Celestial Party and who was with you that time. (OMG! I miss high school! hahaha)

Well, all i can say, that night was awesome! I enjoyed that night so much and catch up with my friends. Parokya ni Edgar concert with only 200Php, it is only in Rogationist College, my alma mater! yea!

What's nice about traveling for two hours.

I go to school for two hours and i go home having two-hour travel. to sum it all up, a round trip from our home to the school takes four hours to travel. You may think that that is so boring and tiring. Well, that is quite right. I should really say that it is hard to travel for that amount of time. but as time passes by, I find it a bit interesting.

I can think some things in my life and feel them again. I can even plan what am I going to do next as soon as I got home. I can sight-see things while traveling like buildings, open fields, cars and the most I like is to gaze into heaven especially when it is evening. What's nice about it?I really appreciate the nature and hope for the best of it. Sometimes there is a weird thought in my mind that I need to invent a machine that can lessen plastics or pollution in our nature. Well, that's weird but I really really want to try it. Well another thing I do is to reflect the day. I recap the things I did for a particular day and if they were good, I will do them again tomorrow but if not, I tell myself not to do it again. What's nice about these things? I can know myself better, appreciate little things in my life and be more responsible.

I can find many kinds of people too. There are kind-hearted, talkative, simple, nice, snabbish, short people, tall people, weird, serious-type, babies, teenagers, adults, elders etc. And the most I like about is when I see handsome and cute guys. What's nice about it? I feel stress-free when I saw one. Drivers are also one of those people you may encounter with. It's not their character I am specifically talking about but it's their way how to drive. Some drivers drive fast, too fast, and very fast that I almost think that they want all of us in the jeep to die. Others drive normal and the most I hate about are those drivers who drive slow, too slow and very slow that even a bike can overtake it. What's nice about them? I am already expose with different kinds of people and know how to handle them. My patience is also being tested by these on how long it would going to be. I can even have a wide and better understanding of the society on what is really going on in the reality.

I can encounter accidents also like holdaps, budul-budol, pickpocketing and many more. I was kind of shaking because of fear after those accidents I encountered. What's nice about it? I became attentive, aware and familiarize to those passengers who are not worth to be trusted. I became double careful also with my things.

At first maybe for me traveling for two hours was kind of tiring and boring but it's nice to discover that it has lot of things to reveal that may help me to be me, to be open-minded and to be mature.

What You Think Is What You Become

Sometimes in some points of our life, we experience new challenges and obstacles. Of course in facing these challenges, there will be only two results that will come out--- success or failure. When you get what you want to achieve; it is like you’re the happiest person in the world. But in contrast, when we experience failure, there are many negative feelings we feel or we think about ourselves like “I’m unlucky, I’m no good, I’m dumb, etc.

I, myself also experience this strange feelings. A feeling of discriminating myself from others. I remember when I got low grades in quizzes or long exams and my other classmates got high grades, there are questions that come to my mind like am I the only one who didn’t understand the lesson? Or am I stupid?

Usually people think negatively of what he is due to what other people say about him. But come to think of it, we need to be thankful of the things we have because we have nothing to look forward to if we have everything. Life might be so boring.

One of the most significant on this is what ever we think it becomes what we are. So it is important to have a positive outlook in life. You must feel confident enough within yourself to attain your goal in life. I appreciate the commercial in the television, where the little boy loss in try-out and his mother keeps on encouraging him by saying, “Never say die tomorrow will be another day.” That kind of attitude we need to instill to ourselves. Allowing ourselves the opportunities to grow, develop and find true purpose in life despite of what other people say because if we always think negatively of ourselves we cannot move forward. Always have the habit of saying “If they can do it, I can do it better.” Be confident enough to face negative comments, anyway we are the one responsible for what we do and what we become and not the other people. Always remember that everything we have are gifts from God, whatever we do to our lives is our gift to God. Try to appreciate the things which you do not know because this is an opportunity for you to learn. Be thankful for your mistakes, they will teach you valuable lessons. Be thankful when you’re tired and weary because it means you made a difference. Find a way to be thankful for your troubles and they become your blessings.

As time goes by I teach myself to think positively and never think about what other people may say to me. That worrying about what other people think, we let them control us. I am just wasting my time and energy trying to figure out what other people think about me rather than just being what God made us to be. Worrying about what other people think is dangerous because we are more likely to trap into criticism. It means we don’t always do the right thing; instead, we do the thing that everybody wants us to do.

Well, we cannot please everybody so quit trying to please everybody! Just be yourself!

"SORRY"

Is it really hard to say “sorry”? Why does people having a hard time to say

their apologies to the person they’d hurt? Is the word “sorry” hard to spell? I’m

really confuse why those people can’t burst out their apologies even they know that

it’s their fault. But there are also people who say “sorry” just to run away from

troubles caused by their mistakes. Hell. I really can’t get it. There are people

having a hard time to say sorry but there are also people who use the word “sorry”

to run away from the trouble they caused. Hell. I really can’t get it. I’m really

confused. What does the word “sorry” really means? According to my source:


Sincerely
Offering apology
Right from my heart
Realizing my mistake and truly apologizing to
You, with a promise to try not to commit that mistake again.


It means that we should apologize by saying “sorry” right from our heart comes

with an action that will express more that we are really regretting the sins that we

had committed. Apologizing is not really hard at all; it’s just us people that make

it hard. So good luck, have the courage to send you’re true and heartily apologies

to the one you’ve hurt.

"Never ruin an apology with an excuse."

Career Pathing

So far Intro class is the best class I've ever been through. It's a class wherein you don't have to worry about quizzes, recitations etc, that most students cared about. It's a class of having fun at the same time you also learned much about the principles in life, that will truly guide your path.

There is one specific topic discussed to us by our professor and it it "the LAW OF ATTRACTION." Could you really have everything you want by just wanting and being positive about it? for me this is what the law implies, so I doubted it but as Oprah says why would something be named as a "law" if its not true. as I heard her words I feel like an idiot, because what she says is very true.

Let me give you a true to life story, in which law of attraction occurs. It was about a 17 year old girl, who from the past 14 years of her life haven't experienced to have a father. despite her father's absence, she grew up having a big family. when the girl reached the time that she was able to defend herself and rationalize. She ask her mother why doesn't she have any father. Her mother answered by simply saying "your father left us" long story short he just didn't appear one day no letter, no text or call none.

When the girl was about to enter college, her mother decided to write a letter to her daughter's Japanese grandfather, asking for some support since the girl will enter college and a big sum of money is needed to support her education.

One day the mother received a letter from Japan and to her surprise it was from the father who didn't show up for 14 years.

All of it happened because the girl never stop wanting to see her father and through the endless prayer of the girl which even come to a point where she prayed that "just even before her death, she wished to see her father once again" so she did. she did see her father and up to now that she's almost 18 just two months away. they continue to support each other through text or call and her father even shoulder all her expenses in school.

This girl is very thankful to God for he did not only let the girl see her father instead he gave the girl her father's love which is the greatest gift everyone could ever experience.

For someone who doubts about the law, just like me who in the first place experience the power of the law. As I reveal myself to be the girl who lost a father for 14 years just wanted you to remember that "the Secret is revealed, it's our job to make this secret a reality."

XD!!!...